Tiredness.

Saying that you are tired because you had a long day is something great to feel about but yet it comes to saying that you are tired because you worried so much that it feels that you are drained inside is something that makes you feel sad eventually for one cannot control his or her emotions and feelings all the time. It also happens that you feel tired for no particular reason and you keep on thinking about it.

I feel more tired when it is summer because I end up being dehydrated as I have the bad habit of not liking to drink water but I also do not sleep early at night for I toss right and left on the bed due to the heat that creeps on my arms and legs every single time while the wind seems to vanish somewhere to neverland. The weight of living increases immediately after that for getting sleep is not easy at all and thoughts keep on playing on my restless mind that is so ready to accept every assumption that I end up making.

While walking down the streets, I look around at people. Some of them smile but some frown for they are tired of pretending that everything is alright and maybe not wanting to be creepy. Their expressions are so intriguing that I can never figure out what they are trying to convey through the every intense, peculiar or sweet look that they throw at me. As if they are playing a game of guessing if I am tired or not by your stares or not. Tiredness shows clearly on their faces by every drop of sweat that is shown.

The lights around me go dim and I feel that they are also tired of lighting up for no reason for they do not have anything to gain from what they are doing. Just like the sun rises up every morning to set down in the evening for it is tired of being stuck among the clouds in the sky. It gives light to everybody no matter what season it is as it is selfless. It affects us as human beings so much with the weather changing and all and we end up blaming the weather for it is so easy to do so.

Even the birds stop chirping when it is night fall for they also get tired of what they do and what they see for it is a vicious cycle for them as well. They cannot help it for it is a natural reflex and I wonder if they tire themselves with their feelings before sleeping or while eating their food. Maybe they do for they also have a heart which must be filled with some sort of stuffs that they keep to themselves. Their chirping might be their means to communicate with God and not us.

I wish for once I could say that I am not tired emotionally, physically and mentally but that is simply not possible and somebody would be like : ''shut the front door, are you kidding?'' Everybody goes through the tiredness every second that they breathe but let's hold down as it is worth the while.