Deja vu.

Deja vu is a word that most of us have heard many times or even once in our lives. It is more than just that fleeting moment of surprise, instantly forgotten because we as human beings never bother with things that does not make much sense and it is quite natural. But we get curious at times at what is it exactly? What are those details hidden behind that? Why does it exist? Is it a good thing or a bad one? To ask questions is a sign of an intelligent person, that's what they say.

It shows that time doesn't pass. It's a leap into something we have already experienced and that is being repeating. Why? That is still the big question. Didn't you ever notice everything that you experience in life is always happening the same? I am not talking about the daily routine. This is my own quote : ''We get the same troubles from different people on alternative days.'' And it is absolutely true as we always face the same situations, fall and rise higher in life and that is how it was meant to be.

It is not the nostalgia or the torment. I learnt long ago that I should be more compassionate towards other and myself because everybody is vulnerable. I should also forgive myself so that I can forgive others. You cannot hate yourself and love others, it all starts with your own being. You are the one who  either makes your life better or destroy it completely. It is said that your destiny is in your two hands so don't blame others for your failures but you would be left with nobody but yourself to blame.

However when I travel, I always have the sense of coming in front of a jigsaw puzzle, everything is in disorder and I am the one who should find the right pieces and put them in place because those pieces represent love, sacrifice, forgiveness, happiness, grief, tranquility, peace of mind and blessing. At times I complain about whatever I go through but then I stop because I know that the Supreme power (Allah) is watching at me, He does not like those who do so, He is with those who are patient. The major reason why I complain is that I can't grab everything I learn into my mind and every time I read books, I am not satisfied because there is so much to learn and life is too short for that.